Tuesday, March 31, 2009

working environtment

blog today i just came... tell you about the working environtment in my office. The environtment in here not really nice, and i dont like it.

Ppl can not work together, I dont know why?????

different in Indonesia, In indonesia most ppl are friendly and willing to help each another but in here all will different. Must very becarefull. Blog i got one of my friend also work in MNC company, ppl will play politic to you.

I also seldom to chit chat with my colleagues. I think less speak than more speak to create a problem. In here ppl very selfish. Sometimes I reallu dont understand in my mind only we work only for 8 hours why must create a lot of problem. Why can not work together, happy together, this kind of humand heart ......

Sunday, March 29, 2009

friday night

Hi blog came again today, monday again time pass so fast. last weekend i just spend in my husband kampung " Pulang kampung". and spend a whole night with my sister in law we chit chat after that going out with my brother in law and my husband in cafe for drink tea and talk until 2 pm at night . TIRED BUT QUITE NICE CAN RELAX.
Blog, last friday i was go out dinner with my husband, long time never go out eat just two person we eat ajisan rameen, Rameen very nice, I like that rameen very much . and my husband eat the japanese steam rice set we share and exchange to eat quite happy cause my husband tell me to celebrate our wedding aniversery. tomorow (31/3/2009) is our wedding aniversary but we already celebrate last friday. I tell my husband eat in singapore is very expensive like last friday i eat in singapore $30.00 plus in Malaysia i can bring my baby and maid so we a whole family can go out eat already . but my husband tell me never mind we seldom eat in singapore somemore this we celebrate our wedding. I just ok ok lah ....Happy feel

P/S Oh yes blog last saturday i also get my hello kitty dolls, that dolls very cute. kitty wear the blue diamond dress. I very like eat. Yesterday night i just clean up my kitty collection look very messy so must clean up , I think i will stop to buy kitty good cause my collection quite a lot already . thanks God, thanks for everything . I love You

Thursday, March 26, 2009

crab

crab, crab ... yaya my friends in Indonesia tell me , they went to eat crab, aiyo how so admire to hear that. One my friend stay in medan also tell me that and another one who stay in Jakarta also tell me, yesterday they went to eat crab ( one in medan city and one in jakarta city) nyamy nyamy made me so hungry. How I so admire to you all, in Indonesia crab quite cheap compare with Malaysia and Singapore.

last time, my husband got buy the crab and cook for me at home, but i saw him kill the crab, my heart so paid so i tell him better no need to eat rather want to kill so from now i never ask my husband to buy crab to cook at home. I tell my friend. All of them tell me I was siau( grazy ) Hehehehe

Kitty House

GRAZY AND GRAZY.... how came got house is kitty house???

Blog i will be grazy and grazy the house look very cute, ehm ehm i still think if my house like that can possible for me to do make over my house, I think my husband will going to kill me ...

hahahaha :)



U see the kitty bed so nice and look like comfortable to sleep .... Nice man ... I like it.

Going to be grazy liau...
the dinning room look beautifull, kitty here and kitty there nice place , nice place




Nice nice this words i just can said , thanks God for the nice place kitty place



Wednesday, March 25, 2009

STARLIT




BLOG THIS TAIWAN TV DRAMA I SPEND TO WATCH DURING WEEKEND. This taiwan Tv drama very nice and I like the story. yayaya... sometimes if the guy heart already charge, if difficult to get back again . This is the tv drama tell about love story.

Cheng Yue (Jerry Yan) and Rui Shan (Alice Ceng) are pianist and cellist. They are the most high-profile golden couple in the music industry. One day, Cheng Yue tried to save Xiao Lu (Terri Kwan) from car accident. But unfortunately he break his arm and can't play piano. Devastated Cheng Yue give up music and chose to travel. 2 years later, Cheng Yue arrives in Shanghai, and meet Xiao Lu (Terri Kwan). The 2 become colleagues, and due to work interactions, they gradually establish a friendship. At this time, Rui Shan finally tracks down Cheng Yue. She tries her hardest to get Cheng Yue to return to the music world. However, Xiao Lu encourages him to face life with a postive attitude, and Cheng Yue realises that he is impacted by Xiao Lu’s kidness and enthusiasm. From being a person who has hit rock-bottom, wallowing in self-pity, he has re-ignited the passion in life.
Cheng Yue falls in love with Xiao Lu, but he is rejected by her, why? Is their love fated to be a tragedy? Although they are not blessed, although they do not have a future, Cheng Yue still bravely loves Xiao Lu...
Some more blog I very like the music. Very nice and Touch... the music tell about we only want be bless and happinest. I will see the taiwan Tv drama because have Jerry Yan one is F4 members... Hahhaa I still remember when F4 came to malaysia , I still in University, how came me and my friend from 5 am in morning waiting for F4 until night, i think a silly girl hehehe
cause that time i really fans for F4 because of metour Garden. but the time already pass now i became a mother of one kids no time to think to much just plan to take care family and my child ...
Cheer for me






haiz ....

Today came back again blog....
today, morning apply import permit goods came from malaysia to singapore haiz...
always made me confusing. I hate to apply permit cause sometimes got wrong in the system all documents will be rejected by customs. SIAN SIAN....SIAN.... but never mind but patiate , everything will still learn.

Work like that one. Blog this saturday balik husband kampung. cause my husband want to go to prayer. So all must go back . Long time also no go back husband's kampung. Must clean the room. moap the dirty floor and clean this and that. after that just can sleep at night.

Blog today in indonesia was public Holiday ...So good can holiday, How about Singapore? I wait on 10/april/2009 good friday...HAHAHAHA CAN REST AT HOME

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

My office


Work and work again :) yes... this is a human life no work no money. Actually I very like my current work as shipping coordinator. In shipping line I can learn a lot of things. Thanks God. first 3 months is very hard one. Sometimes must OT also, Expecially for LC documents and have like Chittagong Shipment must inspecition from BV (bureaun Veritaus) and Apply for Chamber Coo for vietnam shipment. Alot of things must learn, and u can learn and learn a lot .
Oh yes , how my diet yesterday good, I made it again I just have must lunch, dinner I eat a little bit fish soup. I must made it Blog, only sometimes on weekend is very hard for me to stick in my diet. KEEP FOR YOUR WORK.

Monday, March 23, 2009

CAME work again

Hi blog came again to you... sorry yesterday i was not in office today alreaday came back to work again . blog haiz my diet on weekend was fail... But never mind I must keep in on , reduce eat for this few days MUST DO IT..

last weekend I made carrot cake and brownise cake yesterday, but i can not toke the picture cause i was forget. I rush to watch taiwan tv drama (starlit) very nice love taiwan drama. But i can not concetrate to much, cause my baby was very naughty always distrub me. (: but i love my baby

Thursday, March 19, 2009

my pesonality


Kind and GentleYour kindness is your charm - you are also gentle and sweet. Everybody likes to be around people with your personality. Like a psychologist, people like to talk to you to discuss their problems because you are proper and discrete, as well as confident. You look mature and people respect you. People with this kind of character are few and far between.

My personality in love


Blog tadi bosan banget nothing to do jadi gue yach ambil personality test in love nah ini hasilnya:
"You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high. "

My school day

Blog kali ini i will write down my school time when i still senior high school. bosan kali yach setiap hari cuma denger tu ttg junior high school, YESSS... i will remember that story....

this time i move from jakarta ( my junior high school) to senior high school and Senior high school saya di medan, di sma sutomo medan, baru baru pindah itu aduh bener bener kagak betah banget, soalnya yach kehidupan di Jakarta ama kehidupan di kota Medan sangat jauh berbeda. Di medan kitanya ngekost. Namanya tempat kost yach anak cewek nah yg datang juga banyak banget hehehe...

nah kalau malam minggu yach di indo namanya malam ngapel ( i also dont understant why said malam Ngapel) mulai deh kalau jam 7 lebih tu temen temen cowok pada datang and chit chat sampai malam. lucu and culun , tapi di masa sma tu, I think no to be dating because just tired and no freedom. I still remember got one boy always came to my kost there just only keliling di depan rumah dan kagak berani datang jadi gue juga bingung banget, and temen gue cerita katanya cowok itu naksir ama saya, aduh alamakpusing deh blog, and banyak banget dulu masa sekolah anak anak yg iseng. Ada yg waktu pelajaran sejarah bilang I love lagi. and ada yg waktu malam malam pintu rumah udah di tutup mau mengayatakan cinta. Blog waktu itu bener bener kagak kepikir untuk pacaran. karena masa remaja masa yg paling indah jadi di nikmati aja

masa waktu di medan juga masa yg menyenangkan dimana saya bisa ketemu ama temen temen SPRIT GIRL, HAI FRIEND U STILL REMEMBER SPIRIT GIRLS , SPRITI OF EXCELLENT? ( YANTI, TANTI, LINA, HUI SE, JENNY, IDA, LINDA) HAHHAA friend i never forget.... indah banget yach and lucu .

3 days

Hi blog today came again...., hahhaa today is friday, TGF. Blog this my third day on diet. yesterday i was eat morning is indonesia mie goreng sedap and lunch I was skip the lunch. and at afternoon after work i went to jurong point I buy extra large friend chicken, that chicken is from taiwan , shilin night market . The chicken is extra large with papper and chili powder. I like it very much and after that went to take away for my husband, chicken claypot rice. but not really nice. that is my diet for yesterday.

I really must slim down... Help me God and Holly spirit give me streng, love u



Wednesday, March 18, 2009

hor fun recipe


Nyammy Nyammy deh....
this is penang recipe. tadi blog gue cari recipe ini and this is can cook during weekend, look simple and easy to cook but the taste depent on who cook :)

Ok this is the recipe:


Ingredients:
1/2 pack hor fun or flat rice noodles (32 oz pack)1/2 pack vermicelli (14 oz pack)3 tablespoons oil1 tablespoon soy sauce1 tablespoon kecap manis
Toppings:
12 shrimp (peeled and deveined)12 thin pieces of pork meat12 bay scallops12 thin pieces of fish cake1/2 can chicken broth (14 oz can)5 stalks chinese mustard green/choy sum (cut into 2-inch length)1 1/4 cup water3 cloves garlic (minced)
Starch:
2 tablespoons corn flour1/4 cup water
Seasoning:
2 tablespoons oyster sauce1/2 tablespoon soy sauce1/8 teaspoon fish sauce1/2 teaspoon sugar2 dashes white pepper powderSalt to taste
Method:
Soak the vermicelli in warm water for 15 minutes or until soft. Drain the water and set aside.
Break the flat rice noodles off by peeling the layers. Set aside.
Heat up a wok and add 1 1/2 tablespoon of cooking oil. Toss in the vermicelli and do a quick stir. Add 1/2 tablespoon of soy souce and 1/2 tablespoon of kecap manis and continue to stir the vermicelli until the soy sauce and kecap manis are well blended with the vermicelli. Continue to stir until the vermicelli are lightly burned or charred. Dish up and set aside.
Repeat the same for the flat rice noodles. Dish up and set aside.
Add some oil in a wok and stir-fry the minced garlic until fragrant.
Add in the pork, shrimp, bay scallops, fish cake and do a quick stir.
Add the chicken broth and 1 1/4 cup of water immediately.
Add in all the seasoning and bring it to boil.
Add in the starch mixture to thicken the gravy.
Add in the mustard green, do a quick stir and turn off the heat.
On a plate, place the fried vermicelli and flat rice noodles equally.
Pour the gravy and toppings on the noodles and vermicelli. Serve hot.

2 DAY

bLOG , today is second day i on diet... YEAH I MAKE IT ON FIRST DAY....

kEEP IT ON, blog i want to tell you yesterday in morning I eat Korean Noddle....after that i go to work and sleep in car, like normal time. but today was raining day, today make me feel so sleepy and lazy to came to work. and yesterday afternoon i eat only vegetable, and working again.

After i knock off ... I just take a way for my husband rice and a bowl of apple fish soup. Nyammy Nyammy very nice, but i only eat a little bit soup and rice.

Arrived home i watching television on channel 8 singapore Tv drama. very nice TV drama. and drive car bring my baby go to market buy milk and bread, and arrived home for ZZZZZZZZZ Thanks Gods for a wonderfull day

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

DIET

HI bLOG... Today came back again to write ...hahhaa no woman was ugly only lazy woman. yes... is true no woman was ugly only woman . Blog today was on 18/March/2009 i must start to diet...now i want made target for 3 months blog - until 18/June/2009 to loss weight. Blog today is my first day for diet so u must wait for me until 3 month for my charges... yes... chin u must work hard .. Yeah, I will do it. blog after married i put a lot of weight and very hard to loss the weight , sometimes i can not control my self to eat .. When teenager I can made it. in one month i can loss 7 kg, but now after married very hard to loss weight. I things i getting old and old but i want ive my self chance to do it. Sure i can do it . No woman was ugly right only lazy woman . after married we also must take care our body.. every woman want look beautifull yeah ... I must do it... Start TODAY

baby

Hi blog yesterday, waktu dalam perjalan pulang kerja and dalam keadaan traffic jam gue nanya ama husband,
kapan pingin punya anak ke dua ? sebenernya gue iseng aja. Gue tahu kagak mudah untuk hamil, karena saat saat ini bener bener capek banget


Apalagi sekarang tu musti bangun pagi, jadi untuk kepikir hamil lagi aduh...
tapi dalam hati kecil juga pingin sih, soalnya pingin anak cewek kan sudah ada baby boy.tapi untuk take care baby kagaklah mudah, seperti apa ygkita bayangkan.baby sangat sensitive somemore every 2 hours must wake up to give milk. But that time is very wonderfull jobs, because u must wake up and can not said NO... If u lazy to wake up ur baby will cry cry and cry ....



This is my baby when newborn in hospital. lucu banget deh... waktu itu gue pingin banget peluk babyku setiap hari. and sewaktu hamil dulu di dalam hati babyku mukanya kayak gimana yach... and a lot of teka teki indah.

naluri seorang ibu,,, and thanks my mom sudah bersusah payah membesarkan ku. jadi seorang ib u tidaklah mudah suka duka musti di lalui dengan tabah.
My husband juga cerita kalau satu anak aja juga kagak apa apa , yg penting we must love each another. yang penting Tuhan udah memberikan dan kita menerimanya aja.


Monday, March 16, 2009

forgive and love

Blog i came again, today i write again... When your heart want to hate samebody... but really is very hard. Blog I just want God give me a peacefull. Saya kagak mau mengharapkan orang lain untuk memenuhi kehidupanku, karena kalau kita mengharapkan orang, atau pun benda membuat hidup kita sukacita kita akan kecewa. Berharaplah kepada Tuhan yg menciptakan kita.

Kadang saya di kecewakan orang tapi saya mengucap syukur aja karena kita jangan pernah mengharapkan orang lain untuk memenuhi kehidupkan kita. karean saya tahu sukacita yg abadi datangnya dari Tuhan. Saya tahu Tuhan yg dapat memberikan kedamaian di hati. blog hari ini saya menelopon kakak ipar , saya takut untuk call dia karena dia orangnya sangat sensitif, tapi karena kita family maka saya menayakan ttg dia and bagaimana dia akhir akhir ini , karena dianya sekarang lagi hamil tua. Blog kadang kita lebih baik mengasihi orang dari pada meminta oranga untuk mengasihi kita.

Teach me, and I will hold my peace; and cause me to understand wherein I have erred.

Sunday, March 15, 2009

My hello kitty collection

Pink and pink again ... blog this is my hello kitty collection, hahahha i collect them before i married until now still going to collect

I like hello kitty when i in University, Kitty dont have a mounth so never gossip ppl

I like kitty very much

my baked time

Hi blog came again to write to you...

last saturday, was made a cup cake at home hahhaha not bad right ? this chocolate chips cup cake .. i bought the ingrediated last friday when i want went back my home. I buy in singapore after office hours...




This is the first time i baked the cup cake, i put to full and the end up like this heheheh:)


Finally I made it

This is the first time i made it, but never mind like right, I need improvement again ....
Saturday is baked time for me, because i seldom going out, also dont know must go where...
so stay at home try to baked cake for my family. In malaysia and Singapore today start (16/3/2009) was school holiday for 1 week. Because i went to work so at home at least have same snack for my baby to eat .... Mother heart always like that, give the best to our son...





After mix all the ingrediated i put in cup cake tray




The first step





Friday, March 13, 2009

wife's heart

wife heart.... blog what i can write today is wife heart...
Because I wife i marriage to Tony choong.

Became a wife also sometimes need husband love, understand. In wedding life, to take care a husband is important things. sometimes after work, we already tired but di dalam perjalanan kadang after work when meet husband give same smile while build good relationship.

Senyum .....

and makan bersama, kalau makan sendiri terasa sepi kan begitu juga dengan suami kita.. dianya membutuhkan kita untuk menemaninya makan. sometimes i always take a way and bring to my husband office to eat together but we normally will eat in cars after that can rush back home to see our baby.

And dont forget to keep prayer for our husband,let God bless our husband for his work and give hikmat (knowledge) to our husband.

KIss... jangan malu malu kadang untuk kiss mukanya husband, kadang gue suka memandang muka suami yg udah capek karena seharian berkerja and give him kiss as a gift.

this is bikin hidup semakin berarti kan ....

Don't compare your life to others'. You have no idea what their journey is all about.


Don't compare your life to others'. You have no idea what their journey is all about.

Blog, gue senang banget dengan kata kata ini ...


is true dont compare your life to others, because kita punya kehidupan kita sendiri and Tuhan membuatnya indah.

Kehidupan kita adalah suatu perjalanan yg indah . Perbandingan membuat kita susah. Tuhan itu baik sekali, karena setiap orang punya kelebihan and kekurangan masing masing.
Dan apa yg di kasih ama Tuhan musti kita pelihara jadi hidup ini lebih beautifull.
sometimes compare with each another made heart not happy. I always think and think for what we must compare. We unique....
and yang terpenting adalah hati kita. Hati kita musti bersih. Help each another dan berilah cinta.

Thursday, March 12, 2009

Gake no ue no ponyo


Hi blog, hahahah this is my ponyo dolls I like it and like it very much....POnyo Ponyo ( Gake no ue no Ponyo)
Ponyo Ponyo Ponyo sakana no koAoi umi kara yatte kitaPonyo Ponyo Ponyo fukuranndaManmaru onaka no onna no koPeta-peta pyon-pyonAsitte iina kakechaoMigi-migi-bun-bunOtetewa iina tunaijaoAnoko to haneru to kokoro mo odoruyoPaku-paku chu-gyu, paku-paku chu-gyuAnoko ga daisukiMakkakka no Ponyo Ponyo Ponyo sakana no koAoi umi kara yatte kitaPonyo Ponyo Ponyo fukuranndaManmaru onaka no onna no ko[....]

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

My ponyo doll


dear blog, i came again...akhirnya blog, i buy that ponyo doll and will be collect tomorow feel happy very much. finally i have it. oh yes, that is the gift from my husband for me as our wedding annivesarry at 31 march ( Tuesday) but on tuesday. sometimes i really understand about me. blog kadang kan i already adult but why i always like this cute cute things. :)

I think i will gila already. But never mind lah as long when, i tired from working i can pampers my self.


this is the ponyo i order one:

Dear valued customer, Congrats! Your order comes with an adorable PONYO plush toy, FREE!(All prices & freebies are valid only if collected on date & time arranged below).Your Order is Confirmed: 1 x 6inch Ponyo (S$29.90) + 1 x cute MiniPonyo FREE.


I wait my ponyo tomorow....

Monday, March 9, 2009

My best friends


Dear Blog, today i came again to you, yesterday i was going to my best friend home. My friend is sherline. kemarin kitanya bernostalgia. hahaha mengingat masa masa smp dulu lucu and berkesan banget...I miss that time. that time is my junior high school . waktu dulu sekolah smp sekolah di jakarta, setiap sore naik sepeda jalan jalan keliling Taman kota. aduh blog kalau mau di ingat ingat, i really dont know how to write deh

teman ku sherline bilang di jadiin cerita aja. waktu dulu di jakarta numpang ama rumah tante jadi kadang mau keluar juga rada susah and sherline juga begitu kitanya numpang. Pokoknya blog suka duka kitanya laluin bersama sama.

sampai ke cirebon bareng teman teman and dipukul ama kepala sekolah karena waktu tu kitanya di hukum ama kepala sekolah karena tidak mengikuti upacara 17 agustus. kompak sih smp 3 kelas yg kompak


friend gue kagak pernah lupa ama kalian semua ( sherline, yanti, erni, laura, lala, sofian, adolf, adrian , kosan, ferdinand , roland) hari hari yg kita jalanin berkesan banget. now semuanya udah punya tanggung jawab masing masing...


When we can meet again and sharing our life....

Sunday, March 8, 2009

miracle from God (GKPB)



hi... blog came again untuk menulis buat elu. Thanks banget ( praise the Lord). last friday is very miracle. Blog tahu kagak waktu jumat lalu, God is good all the times
i meet my christian brothers and sisters... GKPB (gereja kristen penjanjian baru). I remember when that time i join GKPB, that time i still in junior high school. How God touch my heart, how God love me. I really want to back of that time. when we sharing, when we praise and wordship. When we pray a whole night. How the sister and brother take care of me and my sister. we in one group ( me, yanti , erni and sherline).

last friday i meet brother Harry, i really thanks to God, I can meet ko Harry, time already pass already pass 15 years ago. I never meet him . But last friday, God give us the mercy, I can meet Brother Harry. But brother Harry came to singapore only for 2 days so very tie the time and very sad can not face to face. But i belived God will give opportunity to us again for meet again. and thanks also for face book i can meet a lot of my friend. I really feel happy. I miss that time when i still youth to served the God. today i meet johan tasman, who i know him last time when i visit cirebon ( one is Indonesia city) thanks God , really thanks.Rancangan Tuhan sungguh luar biasa. what His plan for us . Saya sangat bersyukur blog apa yg kagak pernah kita pikirkan itu yg disediakan Tuhan bagi kita. Waktu mau pisah dulu, waktu itu saya mau pindah ke kota medan dari jakarta ke kota Medan. waktu itu saya masih smp and memasuki sma. blog tahu kagak betapa sedih banget waktu itu mau pisah dari sister and brother, mau pisah dari pelayanan, mau pisah dari gereja dimana gereja yg bertumbuh. Very sad. ... But waktu itu musti di jalani, tapi 15 tahun telah berlalu, bener apa yg kagak pernah saya pikirkan itu yg Tuhan berikan kepada saya dimana saya boleh berkumpul lagi bersama dengan sisters and brother.


Tetapi orang-orang yang menanti-nantikan TUHAN mendapat kekuatan baru: mereka seumpama rajawali yang naik terbang dengan kekuatan sayapnya; mereka berlari dan tidak menjadi lesu, mereka berjalan dan tidak menjadi lelah”. ( Yes 40:31)

Thursday, March 5, 2009

Memories


Hi blog today i came back to write again, diary hari ini udah hari Jumat, hari yang indah. Saya percaya and mengucap syukur buat Hari yg indah ini.

Thanks Jesus.


Everyday is good day with you. Hari hari ini i will feel want to near with God. hari ini di kantor saya membuka facebook, dan di dalam facebook itu saya melihat foto foto lama temanku. ini mengingatkanku akan hari hari ku semasa smp dan sma, masa remaja yg indah. of course masa smp dimana kita mengetahui akan cinta, di ingat ingat lucu juga. belum bisa kerja udah berani beraninya pacaran yach. (hehehehe) Itu pikiran yg polos sewaktu smp kagka pernah berpikir panjang. jalan aja yg penting cinta itu indah , mengingat masa pacaran dulu lucu banget deh,because money aja masih dari orang tua... tapi masa itu masa yg indah banget, no burden that time just pass and pass....

but now is different, cinta waktu masa smp and masa sma lain sama cinta sekarang. Sekarang udah berumah tangga semuanya musti di jalani , of course udah ada pikiran, kagak seperti dulu lagi yg polos yg kagak pernah tahu apa apa yg malu malu kucing :)


Cinta sekarang (cinta suami istri) cintanya udah ke anak, masa pacaran dulu udah menjadi kenangan yg indah ... at least i be gratefull I have sweet love story...

Wednesday, March 4, 2009

jesus

dear blog today came back again to write down, iam very happy because i know God Love me too. Yesterday i was read the live of christian ppl. holly sprit talk to me must give love to ppl especially our enamy. I tell Jesus. Jesus, i really sometimes very hate my sister in law sometimes i treat she very nice but she end up like that. Jesus said i must patient go give love.

You just do your own and I will do my way. Just one things Jesus tell me to obey. I tell to Jesus, yes Lord I want to obey. I just want to focus to You, all my problem I give to you.

when we lay on all our problem to Jesus, I feel the peacefull. my heart all i just want give the best to God. We just can pray for my sister in law for her character, let God change for it.
i dont want follow of world ambition, that can made us more stressfull.

remember that time when i first time i served the God, that is in Jakarta I miss that time blog, I miss my sisters and brothers in Jesus. I want to turn back that time, the the first love to God.

i want back that time Jesus, I want build relationship with you. I want have time with you. to pray and wordship You the amazing God.
I should thanks to God for what He already give to me. I must have my mission not just think about our self but i must think how to give good news to everyone who dont know Jesus. I must shine in Jesus. so ppl can know it . Today, I promise i must near with God, Let God solve all my problem. I love you Jesus

Tuesday, March 3, 2009

ponyo dolls

this is ponyo dolls, I want buy cute right
I like this dolls very much

This dolls price quite expensive ... must order from japan but very rare


hi blog came back again to write to you. today i feel better and fresh. today i read in bethany church website. this year God will do creative miracle for ppl who love Him and must always intimate with God. I believed it. blog yesterday i also find the ponyo dolls.



I want have one this dolls, the dolls very cute. but i still thinking and thinking want buy or not.blog nowdays i seldom go shopping so i really dont know outside got have or not. but i search in internet this dolls is rare from japan. i think i will going grazy, u must see the ponyo movie, this cartoon movie very nice and cute. when u see it u will like it.
blog this day economic was bad, a lot of ppl thinking to save money for life, sometimes i will thing to pampers my self with by the things i like. but now i must very carefull to used my money. i must managed carefully. I got plan and must saving to bring my baby going holiday to hongkong. I think i will made it.
I want go holiday with my husband and my baby.
HONGKONG WAIT FOR ME TO CAME :)

Teach me God

blog came again to write.... i sometimes really dont understand.... which kind of person is really sincerelly.
sometimes we really sincerelly to help each another, but ppl never appreciated of this. Blog iam kind of person can not see ppl hard. i will try to help. as long as can made ppl happy i already happy.

but sometimes i really dont understand what type of person can not understand their situation and condition. in front of ppl why always to pretent here and pretent that.
To build one relationship with each another is not easy.so thay why blog sometimes became kind heart person is not very easy. but Lord jesus always teach me to patiate to treat this kind of ppl we must give love. yayaya, i understand i must more good and strong in my character. As long as we belived in Jesus, God will give us the best. When i sad i just talk to God, sometimes is being hurt by ppl is not happy things. But when i came to Jesus, when God teach me in Bible, I can learn alot . I will charge my character God. I know my life and my heart all only to You.

Monday, March 2, 2009

dont tell lie

Hi blog i came again to you. blog today i feel blue and angry...

sometimes in one family always have trouble and ppl always made u difficulty. why dont have a peacefull time. jeoulosy. sometimes u really want to help each another. but blog u know, that ppl never appreciated. always want to cheat in you. sometimes i really dont understand what kind of heart of this kind of ppl.
i really dont understand.

I dont like this kind of type of ppl, always take advantageous of you. feel angry:)

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